New Chapter

A lot has happened to me in the last few months. Mostly good, some bad, but I am hangin in there and better than ever! After careful consideration, I have chosen to end my medication regimen for depression. 14 weeks and counting, and I am great! I have found my true friends after all the separation and divorce issues from Joshua. We have never been farther apart, but right now, that’s a good thing too. We both need our own lives and to move on. I have found love from a man who makes me feel like I think a woman should feel. He is smart, sexy, funny, but MOST of all, supportive in all that I have needed to do to get where I am. That in itself is a joy to think of. I have learned thru the unfortunate trials of a friend that I CAN BE strong again, even if it means facing my own darkest fears in her situation. I managed to help her when she needed it, even though I wanted to run away and not face the hurt. I got a job!!!! Today was my first day to be back at a traditional bean counting position. It was great. I really think I am going to like it there. I am looking toward my future and letting go of my past. It’s wonderful.